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Post by jarelyrebollar on Jul 16, 2024 14:10:14 GMT
"I closed my eyes and concentrated. I had just swallowed Him, He must be in there! For a moment, on the altar railing, I thought I had felt His warmth, but then everything moved so fast. There wasn't time just to sit and discover Him, like I could do when I sat on the creek bank and watched the golden carp swim in the sun-filtered waters.
God! Why did Lupito die?
Why do you allow the evil of the Trementinas?
Why did you allow Narciso to be murdered when he was doing good?
Why do you punish Florence? Why doesn't he believe?
Will the golden carp rule - ?
A thousand questions pushed through my mind, but the Voice within me did not answer."
- Rudolfo Anaya, Bless Me, Ultima
I like this quote, and I think it might show some existential themes within it. One that comes to mind is individual responsibility. Existentialism emphasizes individual responsibility for creating meaning and dealing with life's challenges. Antonio's many unanswered questions underscore the necessity of facing life's uncertainties and making personal choices despite the lack of clear answers or external validation. I wonder what other themes there might be from this quote, or I'm probably overthinking it.
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Post by gillianlaird on Jul 16, 2024 19:46:03 GMT
I can also see a hint of Leap of Faith within this quote. These are all questions that we ask ourselves (or ask the figure heads of our religions), knowing that we will never receive any concrete answer. Some of us seek to answer them for ourselves while others take that Leap of Faith and choose to seek their answers in a religion. I think that those who truly take this leap are bound to find satisfaction in the "answers" they receive because they perceive them to be divine. However, for those of us who struggle, these questions feel unanswerable. At this point I feel like I'm rambling, but the last thing I will say is that I really love the way Anaya writes in this section. His description of God as being a Voice within is very interesting. It almost points to the idea that God might just be our conscience.
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Post by garrison on Jul 16, 2024 21:38:44 GMT
This is where committment to religion really kicks in. Like Gillian said, this is the leap of faith. These questions have been asked by every single person who has ever considered christianity. The leap of faith is taken when you decide that you dont need an answer to your questions. Of course that can't be expected of Antonio this early on into his faith, but that committment is waiting for him if he so chooses.
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Post by Dr. Nemmers on Jul 16, 2024 21:59:52 GMT
Yes, this is a great line of inquiry to pursue-- I marked several of these passages myself. Throughout the novel Tony continually asks questions of the faith he has been given, trying to work it out for himself. And yes, he eventually does decide a lot of what he's been told is absurd or nonsensical...and yet he seems to be willing to take that leap of faith to believe: Very existentialist! Here's another quote that really stood out to me:
"Maybe God comes in cycles, like the weather. Maybe there are times when God is with us, and times when he is not. Maybe it is like that now. God is hidden. He will be gone for many years, maybe centuries..."
This is basically the "god is dead" concept, just perhaps softened a bit into "God is hidden." Here Tony is saying that he can't know for sure if God exists or not, but that God is not present in his life, and that the world seems to be bereft of God's presence.
I'm not quite done with the novel yet-- we'll see if Tony does make that commitment and become a priest!
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